June 2011

I have to admit that June can be one of the most difficult months I have to go through.

Firstly being 'accused' of plagiarising in my assignment, which was super clueless for me until I figured out where the problem was. Currently waiting for the 'judgement' letter or email from the Head so that I could respond for that. Broke down and disappointed initially, but it has been a week since then. I'm all focus on exam at this time.

Secondly exam period, not a normal one this time. 3rd year 1st sem is my hardest sem so far, instead of aiming for distinctions, I only aim for passes for all subjects. For the 1st time I've failed my midsem AND my prac for one particular unit. Plus, the plagiarism issue would probably made me lose 10%, worse is to fail, which I really hope that will not happen! Life ain't easy I know. Mentally so unstable, emotionally so uncontrollable, and physically exhausted; of all these spiritually I gained the most. I prayed hardly to God every morning and night. I sensed peace and strength. That's how I am going through right now. I know I am not alone! :) I have to be strong to get through all these.

Almost half way through, hang on girl.


Signing off.

I love my mummy :)

Things have changed. But our love never changed. My love for mummy and mummy's love for me are growing more each day. We bond so close to each other that hardships will never tear us apart. I am so blessed to have mummy in my life. She is the best mummy in the world!

Loving- she doesn't scold me, not that because I'm obedient, but she taught me in another manner which I could learn easier than canning/bearing me.

Protective- I grew up in a protected environment, with 101% nurture from loving parents. I was being  educated and being taught principles of life by parents ever since young. Till now, every word that came out from her mouth spoke to me every now and then. Applying of what she taught is everlasting beneficial for me.

Sacrificial- Mummy cooks us our meals, washes our clothes, did super tiring house chores (although most of the times I didn't want her to hand wash clothes, she insisted of doing it.) Everything sounds so easy but when it comes to doing all these, it's definitely a difficult task to achieve everyday! She is my superwoman forever and always :)

Wonderful- Being an awesome mummy, wife, teacher, and friend is not easy! My mum did it all. She is wonderful!! :))

Thank you mummy, thank you God for blessing our family. I love you :)))

Signing off, (hopefully) a loving daughter :)